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I dedicate these lines to those who are
so deeply scarred, that they can be healed only by love, hope and light...
Joseph Matar
Divine choices and options
I offer you here some sad events that I have personally experienced so
as to be deeply moved, actions where I have seen the will of the Good
Lord, for which one may judge Him severely, but which however have convinced
me of His presence.
Throughout history, there have been many tragic events that have deeply
afflicted mankind. Was not the massacre of the Holy Innocents as described
in the Gospel of Saint Matthew (Ch. 2:.16,) a terrible example? If these
children had been born somewhere other than Bethlehem, would they not
have been spared and lived? Further, the historic word Innocent itself
calls on God, who through a window of Paradise watches all His creation
and is completely free to leave people do as they wish and to choose those
whom He would call to join Him. Very often, it seems, He prefers the innocent,
the pure, those most dear to us, the great and beautiful souls. How many
cases there are, how many tales, how many stories, where faced with unexpected
and undeserved death one addresses oneself to God and the question remains
always the same: why such a choice, why such a person?
You may well have read Voltaire. In his tale of Zadig, he puts words into
the mouth of the hermit, author and witness of incomprehensible dramas:
“If you believe in God, an attentive God, almighty and good, you
will entrust yourself to His providence and His benevolence; otherwise
we fall into total absurdity and our anger has no meaning...”
Those called by the Lord – The First Communion
In 1943, when I was just eight years old, I held my mother by her skirt
or by her hand. In the month of May she took me with her to Beirut, along
a narrow road, a coastal road running between the capital and the North.
On climbing into the bus, like all children, I ran to get into a seat
by the window. It was a Sunday morning and at that time the Holy Sacraments
were not mere folklore as they are now, when most attention is given to
show, luxury, the newspaper headlines and extravagant expense.
I was only too happy to look out of the window and to see the passing
countryside and the steady traffic. As we reached Dbayeh I saw a young
women holding the hand of a little girl dressed in white, the traditional
costume for the First Communion. The weather was fine and sunny, redolent
of spring, when suddenly there was tragedy: an automobile, overtaking
the bus, ran down the little girl and crushed her. I saw her in her little
white dress lying on the ground in a pool of blood. Her distraught mother
screamed and beat her breast. A number of people ran up. The bus stopped,
for the curious were many and so were those volunteers with a kind heart,
courageous and anxious to help. The little girl had been killed on the
spot, after having received for the first time in her life the Host, the
Blessed Sacrament.
This tragic spectacle has remained engraved in my memory up till now.
Things happen that bite deep into our souls and that we analyze and understand
in different ways, according to our age and maturity of spirit. Should
I always ask why God allows such things? Why this should have happened
on the very day of that little girl’s First Communion?
Certainly it was a tragedy and one may well ask God, when one believes
in Him, not to allow such a thing. His silence and absence may well make
one doubt in Him. But then one recalls that nothing escapes Him and that
every brutal event has a meaning. This child run over that day in the
tenderness of her First Communion was received into Heaven, and with what
grace! That is a matter for God. But for the grieving mother and all the
family, and for us who were spectators, who were deeply moved and who
mourned, what a great test of passion and feeling was there, with generous
help, compassion, grief, anger, resignation, and hope! What a revelation!
Reality is not only what is visible.
Annaya under the gateway
This was in the early 1950s. The great Saint Sharbel had revealed his
presence and his sanctity to all the peoples of the planet. The Lebanese,
believers and unbelievers, of every religion, had come in crowds to visit
Annaya, the monastery and the hermitage, taking away relics from the place
where the saint had passed his earthly existence, taking leaves from the
trees and pieces from the massive old oak under which the hermit had walked
and prayed. A bus service took one as far as the monastery and from then
on the visits were made on foot. For a long time the place made the headlines
in the press and all the talk was about the apparitions and the miracles
of the saint.
That day a certain family, father, mother and children, set out for Annaya,
now become the main center of pilgrimage in Lebanon. The children were
enjoying themselves and running ahead of their parents when suddenly a
great doorway forged in iron and placed against a wall, slipped and crushed
one of the children, a little child of five. He died instantly. The frantic
father and mother did not know what to do, beyond imploring the Holy Virgin
and the Saint, crying aloud and weeping. The child could not be taken
to any hospital. The nearest, which was at Byblos, could not have been
reached in under an hour. The little child, now passed away, lay in the
arms of his poor mother, who vainly held the little body close to her
breast. All that could be done was to resign oneself and accept the will
of the Almighty. God had picked out this little child and made his choice,
of a pure soul to sit beside him in Paradise.
Sixty-five years after this happened I visited a member of this family
who was still alive. He was the little child’s elder brother, who
at the time of the accident was seven or eight years old. He was an elderly
bachelor, in a luxurious residence near the former college of the Marist
Brothers.
“We were with our father and mother,” he declared to me, “We
were running around in the corridors of the monastery. A massive iron
door was badly propped up against the wall. In a fraction of a second,
it slipped and crushed my little brother. You may well imagine how my
mother, who was shrieking madly, called in vain for help. Death had been
immediate. Yes, I have faith, but what is that little one doing up there
in Paradise? Do the souls up there have the same worries and programs
as on earth? Why should it have been that particular day at the monastery
at Annaya when we were celebrating the saint?
“‘Such things are hard,’ said Victor Hugo, ‘One
needs much study in order to understand them!’ Our parents and we
young ones, without understanding anything, were resigned. It was yet
again a poet who said, ‘Desiring what God desires is the one thing
that gives us peace...’”
Faraya, the cliff
Years ago, when we were young, we used to pass our summer vacation at
Faraya, up in the mountains. We rented a small house, a room, a terrace,
just a place for shelter, one that was by no means always luxurious. We
lived out of doors, surrounded by nature. We entered the room only to
sleep at six o’clock or a little later. We used to cook under a
tree and eat under a vine, while we did our summer homework near a river.
The countryside was picturesque then though now the place has been turned
into a ski resort and become polluted like all the large towns.
At Faraya there is a great cliff forming a very high arc around part of
the village, with waterfalls, rocks, steep slopes and terraces. We went
for unforgettable outings with our classmates who also came to spend the
summer there. The Marist Brothers had a holiday center where many of their
pupils came for the summer, especially the boarders whose parents were
in America or Africa. The young ones organized outings and spent the day
surrounded by the natural beauty near the springs of water and returned
only late in the evening.
One particular student, much liked by his companions helpful, smart, athletic
and studious, was called John. All the young ones knew him well. But during
one of these outings when walking along the high cliff John slipped and
was crushed a hundred feet below.
What a terrible catastrophe! What was to be done? What was happening?
John was fifteen years old, a model pupil. All the village ran up and
the life-savers scrambled up the rocks to bring back John, now a lifeless
and inert corpse. His soul was surely received by the Lord. The fall had
ravaged his earthly body. “Our friend John is in Heaven,”
everybody said. We younger ones aged eleven felt crushed by this sad accident.
Are the happenings written beforehand in the signs of the heavenly Zodiac?
When the chimes of the heavenly clock ring out, the timekeepers on earth
have no power to change the hour of destiny inscribed in space.
One might dream of what this young man might have become, he who was so
gifted and was suddenly taken away without reason while there are so many
wicked ones who succeed in life and prosper. This was the subject of a
famous Arab tale: “Son,” said the wise spiritual guide to
his pupil disturbed about one who was said to have been erring from the
straight and narrow path, “God knows what He does; what happened
to him was the best for him. Adore God’s holy Will.”
Philip and the rock
It was the end of July in the year 2009. There was a lively wedding ceremony
going on not far from the monastery of Saint Maroun at Annaya, accompanied
by much celebration and with hundreds of guests taking part. Preparations
for the marriage had been going on for more than a year in the residence
of a very rich friend. Usually, marriage, being a sacrament, is celebrated
in the church, just like baptism, Holy Communion or an ordination; but
one may obtain the favor of permission to celebrate it at home. There
seems nothing against it since our Sacred Mysteries are being transformed
into folklore, a social festivity, where huge sums of money are thrown
away in showing off so as to be the subject of gossip and to appear in
the “glossies”, while there are so many poor and deprived
in the world...but enough!
An altar was set up specially for the occasion and tables arranged on
the terraces, with a sumptuous decor under the trees, worthy of some great
palace. There were brilliant lights facing the monastery, and a leading
restaurant service to provide a bountiful and epicurean dinner. Everything
was just as it should be, for the arrival of the couple to be married,
the reception, the music, and the bishop who was to give the blessing.
The cream of society was there, in fashionable and formal dress, and all
the perquisites.
A number of well-dressed children were playing around, enjoying themselves,
jumping over the rocks, running from one terrace to another, each wanting
to show off and demonstrate his own daring, when a rock weighing several
tons lost its unstable balance and came down crushing young, Philip, a
boy of about ten. The other children were appalled and called for help,
but Philip was already crushed, and in any case none of the party could
have lifted such a massive block of stone. How many in our present-day
society would be capable of doing such a thing? However, one of my workmen
was present, a man called Najah, and he instinctively seized a wooden
cross with a strong beam put for the occasion and used it as a lever to
raise the rock a few inches, pull out the motionless child, take him in
his arms, and rush him to the emergency ward of the nearest hospital.
The man confessed to me later that there was blood everywhere. Philip
had left this earthly marriage to the people of the earth and gone to
meet his Lord for celestial celebration with his Heavenly Mother and the
saints. So did God wish him there for his wedding?
At Cana the wedding was certainly a beautiful one at which Christ showed
his divinity. Christ and his Mother were the stars of the feast. Did Philip
see his Mother, Star of the Sea, and wish to join her? Among so many children,
dozens of them, why did God choose this pure and innocent Philip, with
his bright and luminous spirit? Did the Good God need this child in Paradise?
O destiny, destiny! In how many accusations and prayers are you named!
Destiny, you settle our fate beforehand, taking no count of our wishes.
You de not depend on our will. Destiny, you have no heart, no eyes, no
ears, no blood in your veins? Are you inhuman? Saying your very name leaves
us breathless. Say no more and put a full stop! Destiny, you are the sovereign
lord of our existence, both sword of Damocles and flower of love, blazing
light and shades of darkness Our only consolation is our faith and our
hope.
Destiny, what you write nobody can know, illegible for us poor men. Your
ways are unknown, so are men wrong to judge you when they know not the
least thing about you? You are always unexpected, showing yourself during
the serenity and calm happiness of our stay here below. You are like the
thief of whom speaks Our Lord, coming perhaps in the morning, the evening
of our time, at midnight or any other moment?
I have known the unhappy father of Philip, who could not get over what
had happened, and was dying of grief. As for little Philip, I never knew
him personally but I loved him like my own children. He belonged to another
world, having an unusually original personality. He was like no one other
than himself. His father was his ideal, to whom he wished to give satisfaction,
before whom he wished to prove his heroism and whom he loved.
All our holy books deal with this matter, with Job unjustly chastised
and Jesus Christ unjustly sacrificed. But they also give us hope that
one day we shall understand. Christ said, “I shall return.”
We think of the American general who during the Second World War had lost
everything during the Japanese surprise attack on Pearl Harbor. “I
shall return!” he said, and we know what energy and brio he put
into his return! All is not said and done because there is misfortune.
“I shall return!” said McArthur!
The Boat
Here we are at Byblos, cradle of the alphabet and of civilizations. From
here the triremes furrowed the Phoenician Sea, later to be called the
Mediterranean.
At present Byblos is an archaeological tourist attraction and a little
port for fishing and for pleasure. There are many religious sects represented
here, Shiites, Sunnites, Maronites, Greek rite, and Armenians, living
side by side and sharing in the work. In particular, two families of fisher
folk, those of Ali and Antoun, who worked together, went to throw out
their nets either together or each in turn, but the important thing was
that they divided the profit equally.
Antoun fell seriously ill. Ali took his place, feeling that he was under
obligation to Antoun, who sometimes gave him all the profit from their
fish. Now Ali went fishing every day to step up their income so he could
help Antoun.
Working by himself was tiring for Ali, so his children came to his aid.
Their little boat was propeller-driven, with a small diesel engine; therefore
there was no need for rowing, but Ali kept two oars stuck in the boat
in case of an accident or of the motor breaking down out at sea.
One day, Marwan, Antoun’s youngest child, wished to go out with
Ali. They went to cast their nets at night to haul them in early next
morning. Ali held the tiller while Marwan unfolded the nets and threw
them overboard. Once the job finished, they went to sleep in the boat,
leaving a strong light to attract the fish.
At daybreak they began to haul in the nets, which held plenty of fish.
Marwan dived into the water in order to pull up a piece of rope. As he
swam round the boat he came close to the propeller, just as Ali was starting
up the engine. Marwan was cut up by the propeller and screamed aloud.
Aghast at what had happened, Ali jumped into the water, tore the young
man away and heaved him into the boat. But the poor fellow was already
in another world, in the throes of death and unconscious.
Deeply distressed, Ali steered the boat full speed to the coast. Other
fishermen who were not far away noticed that Ali was in trouble and on
hearing his cries rushed to join him. Everybody along the shore mourned
the young man who had been so full of life, fun and kindness as his body
was taken lifeless to his home. Did God have need of this poor fisher
lad? Do they go fishing in Paradise?
Ten days had scarcely passed and Ali and Antoun were once again going
out in their boat to earn their living. What reasons did they find? Both,
after all, were believers and both surrendered themselves to God’s
Will. He alone knows and decides. We are on one side of the setting and
whatever God is bringing about on the other side of the stage will one
day be known to us. “In this faith I wish to live and in it to die,”
said the poet Villon in 1465 to his aged mother who was to see him hanged.
The Palm tree and the child
It was early in the 1980s, but for the exact date, the day and the hour,
I must go to the registers of the school of the French Holy Family in
Jounieh. My two daughters were pupils in this excellent school, which
stood scarcely three hundred yards from our house. A neighbor of ours
walked them to the school, taking the sidewalk under the trees and avoiding
the traffic light crossings. There was only one set of lights in the town
at that time and there was always a policeman standing by. When my occupation
permitted, I would take them in my car.
This particular day there was a storm beating down on the bay, a tempest
such as had never been known before. The wind blew so strong that it carried
away small cars, tiles from the houses, windows, and even whole roofs.
The two girls knew from the advice that I had given them that when there
was a storm blowing they should seek shelter in the entrance of a building
or in some place well protected.
On this occasion waves many feet high were breaking furiously over the
coastal road and on all sides people were rushing to get home. I was anxious
for my girls. Normally, I listen to the radio only when I am driving in
my car, and during the troubles the speakers would inform their listeners
about the general state of affairs, about check-points, explosions, kidnappings
somewhere or other, and various dangers. Suddenly we heard a weather report
telling us about the storm, roads that were not safe, bad visibility,
trees uprooted, electric pylons down, power failures – and then
news about a palm tree blown down at the Holy Family college and crushing
a little girl of six or seven.
This newsflash struck me like a blow, like a thunderclap! I drove madly
at top speed, parked my car up on the sidewalk in front of the school,
and then rushed inside. Classes had stopped and the children were running
to their respective buses, while parents were desperately searching for
their offspring. I met a teacher, one with a doctorate in History, an
old colleague of mine, who said, “Don’t worry, I have just
seen your two daughters with the lady who comes with them. They are under
the playground shelter waiting for you.”
This calmed me down to some extent, but still I wanted to learn about
this poor little one whom I did not know, who had sought shelter under
the palm tree, thinking that its great trunk would give her protection.
But the palm tree had been torn up by the wind and the little girl crushed
beneath it. Pour little innocent! In the tales for children the palm tree
is a decoration, an upright line countering the flatness of the desert,
a tree to illustrate the flight of Jesus and the Holy Family into Egypt.
I was heavy of heart, I was oppressed and I suffered as if I had lost
one of my own. I spent a whole week in a state of deep melancholy. I went
to see the palm tree, uprooted and lying on the ground. I asked about
the parents of the little victim, whom it turned out I knew.
Could not this poor innocent little child have hidden herself under the
playground shelter or inside the school? And why did this palm tree fall
when there were so many other palms, fig trees, eucalyptus trees and others?
From among the thousands of pupils in the school God had made his choice.
The little innocent, the pure soul, went to Paradise to tell the angels
what they did not know. Little girl on earth, princess in heaven!
I had to find words to console these people, the nuns, and their pupils.
I turn again to Victor Hugo, mourning his daughter just drowned at Villequier,
or to Lamartine speaking to his daughter in Beirut: “We never see
but one side of things. One day we shall understand.”
The Story of Latouf
I got to know him quite recently, just four years ago, a fellow of medium
height, brown, and on the thin side, a person discreet, helpful, reserved,
and noble, distinguished, smiling and affectionate. I felt however there
was some sadness about him, some wound unhealed that ceased not to bleed.
There was no question of asking him about his misfortune. He kept his
sorrow to himself, sharing it with no one. His optimism and faith in God
were unshakable. I had a feeling that this Latouf had long been known
to me.
One day he told me that he had just two sons and that they held good positions
working in the Gulf States. But he did not tell me his whole story or
speak of his great source of sadness. We used to visit each other but
I felt that despite his kindness, his generosity, his warm welcome and
his devotion, that his cheerfulness hid a certain bitterness., a deep
sorrow on which nobody else could lay their finger. Later, a friend of
mine who knew him told me that in the past Latouf had been much more at
ease, more sociable, going out and about and visiting people. But suddenly
he had cut himself off from the world, remained a month without food,
tense and seemingly in despair. He was lost, without direction, battling
at the bottom of a gulf from which he could find no way out, all this
following the death of his third son at the age of twenty-three in a motor-car
accident
I had been acquainted with Latouf’s wife and children, a real model
family, believers, and good citizens liked by those around them for their
courage and their devotion to others, in all, a God-fearing family. All
of a sudden the Master was to test his subjects and the chose was made.
The son was chosen, the one who was called to be close to his Creator.
On learning all this I understood the crisis that Latouf had undergone;
I hadn’t known the son well but he was in the image of his father.
I have never let on to Latouf that I know about his misfortune and suffering.
We see each other quite often but talk only about things in general without
ever mentioning him who has gone above. I feel deeply with Latouf although
I knew his son only slightly and had not been informed at the time about
the fatal accident. Latouf is a convinced Christian believer and ready
to accept what Providence has in mind for us.
He drops in on me for a short visit quite often, in fact, nearly every
week, and makes no secret of his friendship and of the peace of mind he
finds in my company. He passes unnoticed, like zephyr, always the father
of three sons; one of them has simply changed his place of residence,
one might say ambitious to exalt in the shining face of Christ in Heaven.
If his faith is such, why remain overwhelmed? Job said, “What God
has given, God has taken away!” This poem of undeserved suffering
is eternally true, even if Job and his small and brilliant advocate Elihu
did not go beyond mere resignation. But any Christian can go beyond this,
as Saint Paul said to the Philippians (Ch.3: 20, 21), “Our conversation
is in Heaven.”
A Place of death
A married couple, friends of mine, had two boys and a girl after six years
of marriage and I had been the godfather of one of the children. Their
father had been one of my students and they all came to visit me together;
the father was prouder than Napoleon at Austerlitz when he was surrounded
by his children. He loved to show himself in public, at Mass, at ceremonies,
at the houses of relatives, with his little flock all smartly dressed.
His children were his glory, his victory; he was deeply attached to them
and loved them beyond description. He said to me that he felt himself
a child, that he liked children’s games, children’s films,
and candies and ice creams as if he were a child himself. He was little
René and wanted to grow up with his children through every phase
of their lives. If one of them had the least sign of fever or indisposition,
there would be any number of telephone calls to doctors and child specialists
and my friend would be unable to sleep at night.
One Sunday they all put on their very best clothes and trooped off to
Mass at Saint John’s, the cathedral of Byblos. After the Holy Mass
they were driving towards Batroun, a little town on the coast not far
from Byblos, half way to Tripoli, when suddenly a truck completely out
of control plunged towards their car. Usually the children took their
places on the back seat, but on this particular day the youngest one had
wanted to sit in front on his mother’s knees. Under the shock the
skull of the little one was crushed, as he cushioned his mother. She,
poor woman, hugged him to herself, unable to realize what had happened.
Both father and mother were taken to hospital, while the little daughter
and her brother were cared for b their aunt. Later the little victim was
buried in the presence of his parents. Their grandfathers, grandmothers
and uncles took care of the arrangements for the funeral, which was deeply
moving. Later I chanced to read the police report, which gave various
details such as the driver of the truck being drunk.
Once back to health, the father came to me to sob his heart out in my
studio, saying, “Why didn’t the Good God choose a lamb as
he did for Abraham, instead of allowing my little child to die so suddenly.
What plan or principle does He follow? I would rather have died myself
instead of my child!” My poor friend lamented like Jeremiah. I did
my best to calm him down and urged him to concentrate on the education
of the other two little ones. After all, the child had saved his mother
(awful argument!) and from Heaven where he was he would intercede for
them all.
I am aware that such resignation needs a generous dose of faith, but I
know people who live their lives with such conviction and whose memory
of a lost little one is a strong motive for a nobler and more constructive
kind of life.
A Window on Byblos
Over the last ten years there has been a tremendous development here of
the tourist sector, with restaurants, cafés, stereos, night clubs,
bakeries, sandwich bars and drink. Entire streets have been lined with
restaurants of every imaginable kind, Chinese, Italian, Russia, Spanish
and Brazilian, with Lebanese, Turkish and Moroccan food. One would need
a whole day just to read the billboards and see the endless fish, seafood
and sushi establishments all thriving on the snobbery that would have
us taste everything that is new and fashionable.
Old houses, antiquated but picturesque, are being restored and redecorated
in order to make attractive new places. This activity has reached a point
where thousand-year-old olive trees are being transported and replanted
in the new establishments to give them the veneer of a historic past.
It was said that in Ancient Greece anybody who tore up an olive tree would
have his head cut off. But now nature is respected no more and the most
sacred values are polluted and prostituted.
Richard’s people were trying to buy some ancient house with its
arcades in an effort to revive artificially days long past. Between the
towns of Amsheet and Byblos was a site where one of these houses from
the past was being transformed into a modern restaurant. The façade
made up of three arches was to be grouped within a framework of fine wrought
iron artistically forged by a master blacksmith. This was already completed
and it only remained to fix it into position, weld it and ensure its solidity.
One evening, negligent workmen left this ironwork leaning against the
wall without any protection. The children of the proprietor were taking
a look at the future restaurant that very evening and as they approached
the iron screen for some reason or other it slipped and one of the children
was crushed under its weight, to the accompaniment of a hideous crash.
A part of the stone columns collapsed with disastrous results. All Byblos
was a-buzz with talk of this accident, especially during the funeral,
and commenting on the negligence of the workmen.
I myself wondered, supposing this child had been elsewhere at the time,
would he have died any differently? If his name, the hour of his departure,
his fate, the number of his days and his appointment with death had all
been fixed in advance, what else could have happened to him? I was vaguely
acquainted with the boy’s parents and I know that they finished
transforming the old house and made it into a flourishing restaurant.
Perhaps they make sweets and cakes for the little angels in Paradise.
This piece of bread and drop of water had to be offered to Elissar for
the final salvation of us all. Can one forget this unhappy little drama
and carry on as though nothing had happened? This is the secret of these
people. It does not leave out the possibility of an inner sadness, prudishly
hidden from the public gaze, and transformed after all into generous service.
Fate on the bridge
In 1987 I was head of the department at the School of Fine Arts. I was
responsible for practical matters, drawing and painting, with a deciding
voice in every section 0– Architecture, Interior Design, Painting,
Theater, instructors’ programs, works, students, judgments, remarks
and grades. My eldest daughter, Marina, who was studying Architecture,
had a friend from the time she was at the Sisters’ school who was
doing Theater and Dramatic Art. They often made the journey between Jounieh
and Beirut together when I was not taking Marina with me in my car.
At the Fine Arts, the students often stayed up all night, particularly
before they had to present their projects to be judged. The standard was
very high. Our graduates were much in demand from business houses in Lebanon,
the Gulf Emirates, Europe and around the world. I put all my energy into
ensuring an excellent level despite the turbulence of certain students
and the intrigues of certain partisans of political parties who wished
to lay their hands on everything. Despite all the difficulties the results
were good. As for myself, I was like the priest who celebrates the religious
offices not knowing any of the faithful around him.
Aida, Marina’s friend, was a young lady full of energy and very
open. One rainy November evening early in the university year Marina wished
to accompany me and took leave of her friend. We left and finally went
for a drive between Jounieh and Byblos, visiting my brother and some other
people. That evening Aida set off for home alone. Before leaving the University
she called her mother, asking her to wait for her before dinner. Arriving
at a pass-over, she went over the slope and on going down the other side
found herself face-to-face with a car parked in the middle of the road
and blocking all access. It belonged to a very rich industrialist returning
from Beirut. The tragedy happened at the bridge at Antelias. The industrial
had burst a tire and stopped the car in order to go and telephone for
help. It was then that the accident occurred. Aida was rushed to hospital
in a coma hanging between life and death.
As for the industrial, he was quite safe, but he went almost mad. He offered
his own private aircraft to take the young girl to Europe to be cared
for and declared he was ready to spend all his fortune to save her. He
was sincere and considered himself an involuntary criminal. The encephalogram
reading was flat and Aida remained in coma for three weeks, after which
it was decided to unplug the machine. Aida was declared dead. Her mother,
who had visited me several times, was the mater dolorosa, and never got
over the shock until her dying day. I knew all the members of the family,
and all said, Thank God that Marina was not with Aida, for she would have
been killed as well. However, I disagree. When one’s hour has been
fixed nothing can change the course of events.
Voltaire said that God is the Timekeeper and the Universe is a piece of
clockwork that ticks. In one way this is true but not in every way. One
must speak of Providence and submit to it with respect, humility and,
if possible, gratitude. God knows what is right for us here and He is
good! “None is good but one, and that is God,” said Our Lord
to a questioner. (Mark ch. 10: 18)
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